Mood Sedih...

It makes me wondering if I meant anything for him, thinking if he ever cares about me..

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him...

Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprising me by appearing downstairs...

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him..

Laying on our bed, thinking of the last time we were out together...our precious moments..

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, our dreams, plans and future...i really miss dat moments..

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him online...

When I realise that he isn't online and did not return my mail, I'll start worrying if he is okay....

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess...hehhe!!! It exposes me to loneliness...

It teaches me how to cope with being lonely and let me know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness...

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone...

I know that I really care and indulge in the feeling of loving n caring for him..

But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible...

But I really know..my hubby always miss me like i miss him...

Abang..I miss u badly!!!

To my little one...Rayyan thanx teman ibu..